Trial result doesnt mean STPM result!!!hng!!!!!!!!!!

Having bad mood nw....not dat bad...jz bit sad n frustrated...coz i got back my report card today...sob..again i look at last trial result...reli.....i can say dat the last trial result is the most lousy perfomance in my form six life...i said lousy doesnt determined by the marks alone...lousy for this time becoz i can do much more better than dat...n dat is the grave for careless!!!!!!n dat shudnt be the result for a candidate dat will sit for stpm soon!!!!hurt...but anyway,trial exam doesnt mean result for stpm...it jz a exam to test how much u knw n ur mistakes n weakness...so i shudnt be frustrated becoz of dat lousy result for last trial..m i correct...i guess so...

Some teacher might said nw the marks u got is jz similar to ur marks when stpm later...actually i not quite agree wif dat...becoz i believe there is changes n improvement...unless u give up urself...like my second trial math exam for tuition...i reli increase 10 mrks for paper 1 compared to first trial evendo some ppl said dat 2nd trial bit difficult than trial 1....actually i didnt get satisfied result 4 trial 1 becoz plenty of mistakes even matrices!but when come to trial 2,i decrease my careless...n reli...i got higher marks...so i edi proved to teacher dat 10 marks can be increased....

yesterday jz sat for my muet speaking....walaueh..how come more nervous compared to mid year...evendo i edi get band 4 n teacher said dat band 4 is enuf to apply u..mayb i m candidate A..mayb my other candidates r my frens???mayb the bilik too silent????still remember when the time i wan to start task A....my heart beat increase till i can felt my heart omos come out!!!!task b..omg...did some mistakes dat shudnt be happened!!!shame...think of my marks bai bai got deducted for dat mistakes....i m not gonna said it out coz it reli..duno hw to explain...jz shame n lame...jz my other 2 partner n examiner knew dat...hehe...anyway,i still got another 3 paper...who knw those marks can help me got band 5....

felt much more better after write these "unhappy"things out...coz i reli duno who to tell...blog...sorry la...

Life for this month will be tough for everyone of us....hope we all have enuf strength to face it...i still got chance to change my cgpa...n i never 4got my dream,my ambition,i believe i have dat petential n ability,jz i cant lose to myself and stress....

对了，昨天在电视看到周杰伦新歌“给我一首歌的时间”的MV。。。真的太酷了。。。因为周杰伦穿的衣服，帽子，加上他的舞蹈是我很喜欢的哪种舞蹈。。。不知加什么名。。。就是那种。。。而且我超喜欢那首歌。。。有点Rnb...然后有点。。。不知怎样形容。。。就是我喜欢的feel。。。而且超酷！！！！！觉得周杰伦很厉害。。他的歌都很棒。。连写给S.H.E. de 安静了都是那么棒！！当然王力宏也不错。。以前不怎么欣赏他的音乐，知道遇到他的粉丝，就是我的朋友的影响下。。。开始觉得他也很不错。。。

bye....